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1941: Kapoho Hawaii

beatrice in school

Two young ladies, recent graduates from Teachers College, University of Hawaii, are sent on their first teaching job to Kapoho School.

They were in the same Chinese sorority on campus so they were not complete strangers.  Beatrice Ing’s father, after checking out the site of the school, bought a hand gun for his daughter and taught her how to use it should anyone try to rape her in a place  so isolated from civilization. Teachers were housed in buildings called Teachers’ Cottages, about three miles from the village.

Pina Tam, her roommate, would be my sister Janet’s 2nd grade teacher. Kapoho School consisted of three classrooms with two grades combined in each room. They began teaching in September and two months later, their lives changed as did the rest of Kapoho and the world. The Japanese bombed Pearl Harbor.

Beatrice’s gun was immediately confiscated as were all weapons in the village. It was returned to her before she left the islands at the end of the school year. She would never teach again.

Kapoho School was closed and became the headquarters for the Army. Beatrice and Pina were housed in the principal’s home, the Campbells, and taught in the then Japanese Language School. Their lives, like the villagers, would be closely monitored by  the military.

Beatrice and Pina and their fellow teachers spent all their salary  on school supplies. They drove out to Hilo every weekend and bought crayons, coloring books, and  cheese and olives, to educate the palate of the children. The children turned their noses up at cheese, but olives would become “holiday food” reserved for Christmas and New Year’s Day in many of the homes.

I was five then. My bachelor uncle spent many an evening at the cottages, under the pretense of taking papaya and bananas to the young teachers for their breakfast.

2013:

My book, Kapoho, Memoir of a Modern Pompeii is published.

Beatrice read of the book in the Honolulu paper and ordered a copy from Barnes & Noble and asked her daughter to pick it up.

We met over lunch last November in Honolulu and she confirmed many of my memories after Pearl Harbor. Beatrice still plays the stock market and just recently gave up her driver’s license.  She held my hand and said, “I never thought, in my lifetime, that I would ever meet a real author.”

She took the lei I gave her to the gravesite of her husband and left it there in a heart shape. “You are the only one I know who will know the stories I have about Kapoho,” and so we talked and shared stories.

Pina’s daughter, too, got in touch with me and a few weeks ago, both women met after all those years in Kapoho. They are 96 years old today. Pina is doing well, inspite of her dementia.

I celebrate and honor both women today.

Kapoho ladies

 

 

 

 

 

Pina Tam Lee and Beatrice Chang Ing

96 years old.  2013. Honolulu Hawaii

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A very young woman, perhaps in her 20′s, asked me today, “What do you think of today? It’s December 7th.”  I told her I am consciously avoiding the subject because my public discussions in the past have resulted in negativism.

But when she said, growing up in the Mid-West, she didn’t even know of Pearl Harbor or of Hawaii until she read my Kapoho book, I felt I was being a coward by avoiding  political views on December 7th. So here I am today, not as a victim but as a writer, remembering and sharing a part of history.

“Your primary responsibility as Japanese American citizens is

to promote and strengthen relations between Japan and the United States.

If, however, war breaks out between the two great powers of the Pacific,

you have only one choice and that is, to serve your country as loyal Americans.”

by  Hiroshi Tahara, Principal of Papaikou Japanese Language School,  mid 1930′s. Tahara died in internment camp in New Mexico, in 1945.

Pearl Harbor, 1941

Under the rising sun

The enemy came

Wearing my face.

from Kapoho: Memoir of a Modern Pompeii

Immediately, a new word was added to my childhood vocabulary.

Eh Jap

It claws my spine

Tearing skin.

It enters my body

To devour who I am.

What do you do

With Eh Jap

On your face?

I spit it out. Bull’s eye!

from Kapoho: Memoir of a Modern Pompeii

Rust

“Leave,” I beg you.

“Japan surrendered,

My ancestors were fried.

The Arizona is rusting

At the bottom of the bay.”

My mirror whispers in sorrow,

“I can’t let them go.

We are prisoners of our face.”

                                               frances kakugawa, unpublished

jcch soldiers

Japanese Amerian soldiers from Hawaii during WW II

The 442nd and the 100th Battallion were the units from Hawaii.

names on wall

Names of Japanese American soldiers from Hawaii, killed or lost in action.

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A Norman Rockwell  Visit

I visited Doris, a long lost cousin in Hawaii,  someone I haven’t seen for over 40 years. Another cousin told me at a book signing that Doris has clipped and saved all the news articles on my books and my career since the 70′s.

She was waiting in the driveway of her home when I arrived. She showed me to the door, took her slippers off and covered them with a piece of cloth saying, “The sun will fade them .” I took off my shoes and entered her home.

Her 90 year old husband slowly walked into the room toward his wheelchair, holding on to railings and part of the wall. She brought out a platter  of mochi and canned soda. Each mochi was carefully wrapped in Kleenix.  She excitedly explained how she had found them at Raley’s and seemed so pleased she could serve them. I carefully unwrapped one and it was soft and good.

She took out my Kapoho book and explained, ” I rushed through this book because I couldn’t wait to read what was in it. I’m reading it over, very slowly this time. You are so smart.”

Joy. That room was filled with joy.  Both their eyes were alive with presence. As Doris shared how she takes tiny scraps of material and sews them into blankets and quilts, her husband joined by looking at her with such pride,  as though she was describing a Nobel Prize project.

When he told stories of how he helped to build the Wilson tunnel in his youth, she returned  what he had given her earliar. This was his story to tell and she listened as though she was hearing it for the first time.

Their wedding photo, taken in the 50′s was on a wall. Her Japanese embroidery work were displayed throughout the living room. On one wall, a  500 piece jigsaw puzzle, glued and framed, a puzzle he had finished years ago. She explained the process of how she had  glued the pieces together.

I sat there and thought, “There is so much respect and joy and gratitude shared between these two who didn’t have children. Conversations were based on what I would have considered trivia in my world, but they were of such significance to both. So much joy in the simplicity of things.  She remembered spending nights in our home in Kapoho , eating fresh fish caught by my father. She was a Kapoho I had forgotten.

She gave me one of her home-made blankets sewn with scraps of material. I took photos and the one posted here is of  significance to me. The natural physical distance between Doris and her husband and their folded hands on their laps  capture the honor, dignity and respect still being lived after all these years together.

Joy in the simplest of things. HappyThanksgiving.

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  • The Japanese Cultural Center of Hawai’i and Watermark Publishing present a series of author readings and discussions with former educator and caregiving advocate Frances Kakugawa at the Japanese Cultural Center of Hawaii, 2454 S. Beretania St., on Sat., Nov. 10, 9:30am – 12:30pm.

    9:30 – 10:00am – Kapoho presentation (Historical Gallery); Frances will read from her newest book, Kapoho: Memoir of a Modern Pompeii and speak on the experience of growing up Japanese-American after the bombing of Pearl Harbor

    10:00 – 10:30am – Book signing at Author’s Table outside Gift Shop

    10:30 – 11:00am – Aging With Dignity (Historical Gallery); Frances will read from her works on caregiving and address the topics of: easing the burdens of caregiving through creative writing, how to bring dignity back to the caregiving experience, and coping with Alzheimer’s for families and children

    11:00 – 11:30am – Children’s book reading (Historical Gallery); Frances will read from her children’s books, Wordsworth the Poet, Wordsworth Dances the Waltz and her brand-new release, Wordsworth! Stop the Bulldozer!

    11:30am – 12:30pm – Book signing at Author’s Table outside Gift Shop

2454 South Beretania Street, Honolulu, Hawaii 96826

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Frances in Torrance:

Hi Everyone, I’m Wordsworth the Poet and this is my final summer appearance because I gotta get my tail to Hawaii to prepare for my 3rd Wordsworth book that’s due in October.
The people in Torrance gave Frances a heart-warming welcome. I’m going to let the photos speak for themselves. Her visit was sponsored by MANAA (Media Action Network for Asian Americans),
The Japanese American Historical Society of So. CA ( JAHSSC) and Torrance Public Library. Guy Aoki of MANAA, Dana Vinke of Torrrance Library and Iku Kiriyama made it all happen.

I had mouse tears flowing down my whiskers when I heard how MANAA members, Johnny Lam, Miriam Nakamura-Quan and Aki Aleong donated $120  to run an ad for Frances that ran in the Rafu Shimpu, her photo and all.

If that wasn’t so heart – wrenching, I lost it all when people from Kapoho began to appear and they held  Frances’ hands with tears in their eyes.  They are so proud of Frances  and thanked her for returning Kapoho back to them. Wow.  The books were all sold out but that was nothing compared to the former residents of Hawaii who also joined the Kapoho people. Wow. Now I know why Frances writes.

Before I leave here, Frances will return to L.A. on Saturday, September 29th. She will speak at the Japanese American National Museum from 2 4 p.m.. Aloha, and see you in Hawaii in October-November.

from Kapoho: Wataru Shimizu, frances, Shizue Akahori, the Okuda Store sisters

MANAA: top: Johnny Lam, Ray Quan, Miriam Nakamura-Quan, Guy Aoki, Toshi Yang, Aki Aleong, frances

Dana Finke, Guy Aoki, frances, Izu Kiriyama, Mark Geng, Aki Aleong, Johnny Lam

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From Wordsworth`: On the subway in NY

Hi Everyone,

. I got some good news from the subway: It was my transportation for 7 days and

I told Frances, “I don’t see anyone reading a Kindle or any other e-books on the subway.

They’re all  reading real books.”

Frances said, “Yes, and wouldn’t it be great if we saw someone reading one of our books?”

I went around the trains, hoping there would be at least one person reading my books but no such luck.  Maybe I should ask Charlie Pellegrino or Sets to read my book on the subway.

We’re off to Charlottesville, VA where Frances has a lot of work to do.

In Charlottesville: You should have seen Frances run to catch her next flight at Dulles Airport in D.C. She could have won a medal at the Olympics!

What a beautiful city. Here are two poems I wrote during some sight-seeing:

  Blue Ridge Fog

Ah Carl Sandburg,

Fog along the Blue Ridge

Comes on hippo hooves

Blocking my view.

           Trees Trees Trees

Ah,  Omar Khayyam,

If you were in Charlottesville,

You would have added trees

To a glass of wine, a loaf of bread and

Me beside you in Paradise Anow.

This trip is all about Frances’ work so I better do some reporting:

Frances was honored by a dinner and reception at the Univ of VA, School of Medical and Nursing last night. I’m glad I didn’t wear my Aloha shirt because

I would have been out of place. It was  a fancy sit down dinner and Frances was asked to read her poetry on caregiving and to explain

how poetry can be used to humanize the medical world.

The following day, she gave a lecture , poetry reading and poetry writing workshop at a luncheon for caregivers. She read a poem from one of my books so I’m feeling good that we  both made a difference.

We  had to wear a different hat one evening when she read from her Kapoho book  at WriterHouse and talked about memoir writing and poetry. There was someone wearing the  Honolulu Advertiser shirt. Wow, I quickly asked if he knew our friend Wayne Harada and he said yes. Small small world.

We went to Monticello, home of Thomas Jefferson and I must say, it was a pretty emotional tour. We stood on the exact spot where Jefferson stood as he watched the U of VA being built.

I didn’t know he was responsible for this university. We both felt the presence of Mr. Jefferson throughout our visit. Except at the shopping malls, which is a must stop for Frances.

My next book is called Wordsworth! Stop the Bulldozer! so  I kept thinking how Charlottesville loves trees just as I do. My book will be out in October and I hope all the places in the world will someday  look like Charlottesville.

I’m going to L.A. with Frances on Friday so I hope to meet some friends in Torrance. She’s talking about her Kapoho book.

Stay tuned, maybe there’s a poem in Torrance.

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Published on MANAA (
http://www.manaa.org
)

Meet Frances Kakugawa at the Torrance Library

Time:
09/15/2012 – 1:00pm US/Pacific – 09/15/2012 – 3:30pm US/Pacific

[1]

Mark your calendars (September 15 @Torrance Library [2] and September 29 @ Japanese American National Museum) to attend two events MANAA is sponsoring for award-winning author/poet Frances Kakugawa (who’s written past books on caregiving for those with Alzheimer’s) and her humorous and sobering book Kapoho: Memoirs of a Modern Pompeii about growing up in the small town in Hawaii (later covered by lava) while battling wartime prejudice against Japanese Americans and the limitations of her pidgin English culture. To read an interview with her, click here:
http://rafu.com/news/2012/08/into-the-next-stage-surviving-prejudice-lav
[3]…

To read excerpts from the book, click here:
http://rafu.com/news/2011/12/itns-21/
[4]

Please RSVP if you’re interested in coming. We’re trying to reach ex-Hawaii residents living in Southern California and those caregiving for loved ones, so please help us spread the word.

Copyright © Media Action Network for Asian Americans. All rights reserved.

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Is it my brain or is it the book?

My brain has been a source of worry these past few months because there are a dozen books I’ve purchased with bookmarks in the first third of each book.    I didn’t even finish the last two selections of my book club and they were no Nora Roberts.  Is this the first lunge into dementia?  Is my brain interfering with one of my great passions in life?  Or could the source  be poorly selected books?

I didn’t need a neurologist to tell me the slightly manufactured Frances truth. Mark Arax, Charles Pellegrino  and Linda Urbach took me through their books to the last page without long pauses to prove that those Amyloid Plaques and Tangles have not become uninvited guests. Not yet.

Linda Urbach’s easy to read novel, “Madame Bovary’s Daughter” led me to reread Emma Bovary by Flaubert.

Rereading  Pellegrino’s earliar books such as  ”Dust”  itched me all over, but  taught me to look at our six-legged critters through different lenses. I’m reading his earliar published books (” Return to Sodom and Gomorrah”)  as I impatiently wait for his new edition of Last Train from Hiroshima, a book that changed my life drastically. Pellegrino, in my opinion, is a master story writer and has affected my writing deeply.  My review of Pellegrino’s various books are on my blog.

Mark Arax’s “In My Father’s Name” is a must read, folks, for story told and how it’s told.  His  friendship with William Saroyan as a youngster,  reminded me of the first adult book I read as a kid…My Name is Aram by Saroyan. Is it coincidence that Mark’s grandfather was Aram Arax?  “My Name is Aram” is now on my reading list. I added the following review on Arax’s book on Amazon.com. with slight editing.

A web of pure silk, July 5, 2012

By Frances H. Kakugawa
  

This review is from: In My Father’s Name (Paperback)

Between the pages of this excellent book, I sent quotations from Saroyan to members of the Northern CA Publishers/ Writers. Imagine having a personal relationship with Saroyan. To my writing support group of caregivers, I sent quotations from his grandfather who suffered from dementia. One reader called it a “capsule of humanity.”  To a former resident of Fresno, I bought this book for her birthday. And for myself, I ignored housework and other to-do lists long after I read the last page. Arax is a craftsman  of language;  he weaves different time and historical periods, people, places into his search to dignify his father. Life is not linear in reality and this is carefully presented in the telling of his story. I paused often to relish the use of language.  I sit here stunned over the ugly life that is part of  Fresno’s history and in awe how Arax turned his story into an art form. At the end, he was the one on the white horse.

So for as long as there are well written books out there, I won’t worry about my brain cells. They definitely know good writing when they see it.

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Memory Miners

Last week, I facilitated the 2nd of two memoir writing workshops at the Asian American Center in Sacramento. Half way through the session, as I listened to their lst draft of memoirs, I knew I couldn’t leave. So we formed a club called Memory Miners and will meet monthly until the excavation and recording of  memoirs become as comfortable as writing  a grocery list. Membership is closed to the dozen who attended both sessions. Here’s a poem I wrote for the occasion.:

The Power of Ink

I can’t let it die.

Once I let its grasp on me

Loosen and uncoil, it will die

And I can’t let it happen.

If it dies,

Generations of my ancestors

From Hiroshima to Hawaii…

My grandparents, great grandparents I never met

My mother whose life I held with honor as I

Helped  her  live  her last Alzheimer  life.

They  will all die,

Erasing  all memories

From the slate of their children, grandchildren

And all future children.

I can’t let it die.

©frances h kakugawa

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